Why am I having 2nd thoughts? A part of me is telling me to go and enjoy. Another is telling me to forfeit it and just stay here. I'm really confused right now... After going for it, will it benefit me in any way? What will be left after I come back? I'll come back poor and hungry.. maybe? Happy and a feeling of worthiness? I'm not prepared for this at all. Through the process of planning this, I've learnt many lessons. Whatever it is, within this few days before my departure, I got to be prepared for the worst and be ready to face the consequences.

God Bless...